DON’T BE AFRAID TO ASK!

Mark 9: 30-37

 

Two boys were sitting next to the first boy’s mother attending their first wedding.  The minister had just finished asking the couple their vows when the one boy whispered to the other, “How many times are you allowed to get married?” “Once I think,” replied the other. “But I know some friends who have step-dads,” protested the other. “You’re right, he said, and after doing some addition in his head said, maybe it’s sixteen times!” “Sixteen! How do you figure?” And the boy replied, “Well I just heard them say they would take 4 better, 4 worse, 4 richer, and 4 poorer.”  In this information age, there are plenty of people who find the answers to their questions from the internet, from friends, from television, or even from overhearing what other’s say.  Is that really the way you want to learn about important matters, or is that the way you want your child to learn about such things?  Today, thanks to pharmaceutical commercials about products that 20 years ago would only have been discussed behind closed doors, doctors tell me some patients come in asking for certain prescriptions rather than having their doctor, a specialist, treat them.  When it comes to sexuality, parents often wait too long to broach the subject with their children, letting the television or a poorly informed teenager teach the subject that, for some, is too embarrassing to discuss. Today I am inviting your questions, even non-religious ones, and I’ll give you the most honest and well-informed answer I can.  A good pastor should be approachable, non-judgmental, and be constantly studying Scripture to know ways to deal with religion, ethics, and human relations. So today you are invited into this safe space.  Every week in my Confirmation Class I invite youth, fresh from middle school and high school hallways where they are always having to defend or protect their bodies and their speech, to come to our class where the only ones they can laugh at are themselves and no hurtful comments can be shared. I tell them, as I tell you, that secure people can laugh at themselves and build others up, insecure people laugh at others and try to build themselves up in other’s eyes. So Peggie Painter and I over the last few years, and Mary Ann and I this year, tell them there is no question that is foolish or stupid and we will answer them as honestly as we can.  When trust is built, kids will share things about their parents, their friends, their school and their personal issues.  If you want someone to trust you with questions, you must be trust worthy, that is, that you take questions seriously and confidentially.  If you learn not to over-react to a question like “Mom, I want to talk with you about birth control” and you learn the difference between someone needing to talk and someone needing to be rescued, then you will build trust in others.  So today, what can this minister help you answer?

 

Just so you know, you are in good company.  Disciples in Jesus’ day had the same fear of asking what they did not understand.  Why would they have been afraid to ask?  Could they have had rabbis who scolded them for asking questions they should have learned?  Could their parents have said “Don’t ask me questions now, I’m working?”  Or could it have been for another reason? Bible scholar William Barclay describes the disciples’ actions and motives this way: “When they did not understand, they were afraid to ask further questions. They were like men who know so much that they were afraid to know more. A man might receive a verdict from his doctor. He might think the general purport of the verdict bad, but not understand all the details, and he might be afraid to ask questions for the simple reason that he is afraid to know more. The disciples were like that.” Are you like the disciples? Are you afraid to ask questions about God, or Scripture or the suffering of Jesus because it might challenge your faith?  Every class that is taught Sundays or through the week is there for you to learn. Certainly in sharing we may risk learning things about the Bible’s message with which we may struggle; we may even have others disagree with us. But friends, let me tell this to you as gently as I can:  If the faith by which you live is the faith that was formed as a child, but you have not let it be tested by the grays of the real world, but only the black and white world of childhood, then such a faith may be described as an eggshell faith that can crack and crumble at the touch of something that doesn’t fit or is difficult to understand. Or to use a Biblical illustration, the person who has such a closed or guarded faith has built his or her house of faith on sand that can be blown or washed away, while a faith built by questions, answers, and probing is a faith built on rock which neither wind, rain, questions nor new information can destroy. When I had faith questions in my freshman year in college, people who were willing to talk with me about my doubts, and hear me out, and wrestle with answers, strengthened my faith. As an English Literature major, I recall reading these perfect words from poet John Greenleaf Whittier in his work “Questions of Life:” 

           A bended staff I would not break,

          A feeble faith I would not shake,

          Nor even rashly pluck away the error which some truth may stay,

          Whose loss might leave the soul without a shield

          Against the shafts of doubt.

 

Mary Ann and I had a friend in college who was a wonderful person and very religious. She felt she had a strong faith in God through her personal Savior, Jesus Christ, yet she could not bring herself to take a New Testament course and learn new things about the text. Three times she signed up for the course and three times she dropped it before attending a single class. She didn’t want to hear anything that would throw a monkey wrench into her faith, where every thing worked if no questions were asked. Is that an example of faith to you? Is that how your faith works?

 

Faith is a growing proposition. It is not stagnant or comfortable but includes questions and discomfort.  Faith even includes having questions and doubts about Jesus, or about Creator God, or about God’s Holy Spirit. As we seek answers, we work to dispel doubts, or to live with mystery, as part of our faith. Faith encourages us to take the next step, to ask the questions, and listen for the answers before we will have the security of a solid-rock foundation; we will look for a long time before we actually see; we will listen for many moments before we can actually hear; we will pray for God to soften our hearts many days before we hear God respond: “I’m doing my part; now do yours. Trust and believe!” Some have cried out: “I believe! Help, Thou, my unbelief!” And Jesus just says, “Follow me.”  What will you do?  The disciples were human, just like us. Sometimes they would ask questions of Jesus and other times fear would hold them back, but they still followed him. Thomas Russell once put it this way: “The errors of faith are better than the best thoughts of unbelief.” The strongest faith is built on questions and doubts. Don’t be afraid to ask.

 

Jeffrey A. Sumner                                                  September 24, 2006

         

 

Let us pray: Eternal God, we ask for your guidance and strength to give us courage and to give shaky faith the stepping stones with which to cross chasms of doubt. Through your grace, help us, that we may serve our Savior Jesus as his faithful disciples our live long. In his name we pray. Amen.